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~well,it is the worst thing a pig can conceivably become~

hoho.kinda wasted a whole day.
went library with the purpose of studying,
and instead i finished reading Percy Jackson there,
much to her dismay and displeasure.
hoho, but sorry, i really don't feel like studying today.
and this means tomorrow i will have to buck up.

looking forward to the time when surya will buy the fifth book, The Last Olympian.
and such a life of a swinoid parasit. so sad, but the wait is so worth it, haha.

"...and children of Athena are supposed to be wise, not just clever."
-Annabeth Chase, Percy Jackson and The Battle of The Labyrinth-

6.5.09

exemplary (?)

yey, statistics is fun! ;D
and i feel like such a geek saying that out loud.

well, at the beginning part of the lecture for statistics,
someone asked a question.
and the teacher gave her a remarkably apt response.

"cher, i don't understand how does the estimation of Poisson distribution work."

*look at the girl who asked the question. kinda cute*

"oh easy, let's see.. let X~Po(1), where X is the number of the maths test ayto faiz pass in period of one year. that means that in one year, it is estimated that he will pass only one test per year."

*dink*

"and was that during promo, young man?"

*donk*

"you better improve huh. you've been warned"

*gulp*

"and young lady there, you understand now?"

*i looked at her. she gave me a sorry look*

"uh.yes.thanks"

*wanna cry already*

when i told kaizen,
my fellow single-digit-percentile,
he laughed out loud and said,

"to, as bad as i am, no teacher ever use me for any example you know."

*emo one corner already*

Song Of The Day: Linkin Park-Points Of Authority (Second Mix)

because tomorrow,
when it's all done,

you reap what you sow.

5.5.09

oink oink.

swine flu outbreak!
oh no, oh no, my existence as a pig is threatened.
shall i reduce my food intake or sleep to slow down the process of 'swinification'?
and maybe, in a way, will help me evade this malicious plague.

maybe, just maybe.

anw, in the light of containing the swine flu outbreak,
i think the school and hostel have done quite a laudable job,
but i honestly think they went a bit overboard.
i mean, i have to take temperature four times a day.
yes, friggin' four times a day.

i guess i want to produce flavored thermometers if i am able to.
like lollipops that can record the temperature.kinda cool, i think.


Song Of The Day: Tompi- Cinta Yang Kucari

dan 'pabila mungkin saat semua berubah
kuharapkan rasa sayang itu tetap ada

Song Of The Day: D'Cinnamons- So Would You Let Me Be

your eyes say more than anything
that really means to me
so darling, would you now
would you set me...free?

28.4.09

5 centimeter

“Setiap mimpi atau keinginan atau cita-cita, kamu taruh disini, didepan kening kamu…jangan menempel. Biarkan dia menggantung… mengambang… 5 sentimeter… di depan kening kamu… jadi dia nggak akan pernah lepas dari mata kamu. Dan kamu bawa mimpi dan keyakinan kamu itu setiap hari, kamu lihat setiap hari, dan percaya kamu bisa. Apapun hambatannya, bilang sama diri kamu sendiri, kalau kamu percaya sama keinginan itu dan kamu enggak bisa menyerah. Bahwa kamu akan berdiri lagi setiap kamu jatuh, bahwa kamu akan mengejarnya sampai kamu dapat….”

-5 cm [Dirgantoro,Dhony]

uurah. motivate me like no other, man.

anw, congratulations for:
-Big Bro to sign that work contract with Star Energy. I heard the working environment there is good, eh?
-Lil Bro to obtain the honour to represent Indonesia in IMO South Africa. May you do Indonesia proud there.
-Mum to set her heart to wear jilbab until the rest of her life. May God bless you, Mum.
-Dad to be *again* the last one I mention while i talk about my family. Save the best for the last, Pops.


and thanks to y'all for giving me an imperfectly perfect life, worth telling to.
-Babi Ngesot [Dika, Raditya]

27.4.09

missing ya.

long, long time ago, when i was still young and naive,
when i woke up on Sundays just to watch Doraemon,
when i believed that Santa Claus does exist,
and when i thought that marriages do last forever, i wished:

"God, someday please give me someone
patient enough to listen to my woes,
placid enough to share the beauty of life,
convivial enough to assuage my pain just with her voice,
strong enough to withstand the way i am,
and persistent enough to stay with me till the very end.
Amen."

i believe i was still 6 or 7 back then. see how self-centered i was. and well, 7 years later, that wish was fulfilled. Aptly called the love at first sight, it drove me nuts. Literally worked out sweats just to obtain that damned attractiveness. And when i got it, I realized that, after all the pain i withstood before i had the chance to grab her, all the more i venerated her. and she was nothing near mediocre. Well, thank God for that.

Talk Time:4 hours
In-Built Camera, 1.3 Megapixels
512 MB RS-MMC, up to 1000 songs
and i cannot count how many times she fell.
My dear Nokia 3230, I rue the day i lost you.

well, actually, i regret the loss of the photos inside my phone that i haven't transferred to my laptop.
Some survived though..

esplanade and stuff15mb editedImage(106)
Image(1184)  editedImage(1691)
hawker centre editedSingapore Biennale 1

let me try sounding like a professional.
Title:Singapore Biennale 2008
Quality: JPEG File
Dimensions: 180(px) x 240(px)
Megapixels: 1.30
File Size: 12.92(kb)

guess which two photos i edited
can someone please teach me how to edit pictures properly.
and i really, really, really want a SLR camera *sob*


Song Of The Day: Craig David- Four Time A Lady

Because you're just four times a lady,
Now she calls me up on the phone nearly every night,
Just to make sure that i'm not feeling lonely,
yeah, she'd even come around
telling me how she was feeling uptight..

(bedok library, sitting on the floor while using the chairs as tables, sharing iPod)

to, do you need the tables?
hah, you want to move to another place ar?
no need, no need! *shifts her sitting position, now leaning on the chairs*
eh it's okay you know to move somewhere else.
it's not that.. *putting the earpiece to another ear*
i forgot i got 2 ears.

starting from that point of time,
i'm very grateful having this kind of junior.
keeping my sanity in check, i suppose. lol.

if there was somebody that advocated the idea
"first love lasts forever", nobody could do it better than Singtel.
Ok, so i applied for the Singtel myBill via internet.
and kinda mesmerized when i see the security question they provide.

singtelbill

a big mistake filling this form together with my friends.
some went emo because they can’t answer this question,
while the rest pushed on my back,
trying to peek the answer to that retarded question.
oh well, my girlfriend’s first name is GULP. hehe.

Song of the JC life: Coldplay- Lost!
Just because i'm losing,
doesn't mean i'm lost,
doesn't mean i'll stop,
doesn't mean i'll cross.

Just because i'm hurting, doesn't mean i'm hurt,
doesn't mean i don't get what i deserved,
no better or no worse